Prayer (Unedited)

Father ,

I realize now, for the first time in a long time how much I really need you.

I’m not sure what to do here. Where do I go from here? Do I wait here or do I need to get moving and do more work? Did I get off track at some point or am I on the right path?

Lord I don’t need nor do I want to act with direction from you.

Lord, I need your guidance and direction. I need to feel your presence right now. I need your embrace. I know I’m not alone, why do I feel alone?

I’m worried about some things that I need to give over to you. I’m worried about my finances. Work is inconsistent and I’m running out of money. I’m worried about finding a space to call a home for myself. Please bless me with consistent work to take care of my financial responsibilities and to save money. Please help me find a home soon. 

Thank you Lord for being here with me. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for grace and mercy. Have mercy on me lord please. Please show me your grace. I need you. Please forgive me for my sins.

I pray that my blessing will bring you glory. I pray that when I’m lifted up you’ll receive the glory. I pray that our relationship continues to grow stronger daily. 

Lord, I need you so much right now. 

I pray that I’ll e able to feel your touch on my extended hand.

I pray believing in you. I trust you. I’m about to rest for the night, my mind is at ease because I’ve given my concerns over to you and I believe you will continue to bless and provide.